FACING THE MIRROR

 

It never happened to you, that when you are with low energy, but very low....and analyze your life...you start questioning about it?

 

Or certainly you have to face yourself with the limited beliefs that  may be implanted in you, by you or as a child by others. 

It happened to me today.  I have been judging myself for not doing something right...or so another person believes.

 

As an innocent child, I was, to the grown up woman that I am today ...things from the past come hunting me.

 

I have received a 3-star rating /comment on the spiritual job that I do, and that trough me against the wall, I am always a 5 stars girl...

And I have declined for a few weeks to be of service to others because I feel that I am a loser. That I can't do something perfectly and that brought me economic challenges.

 

Today I have presented my naked soul to my spiritual guides asking for help...and they showed up (telepathically as usual).

 

They told me that what happened to me as a child, being compared to another child (the other child was smarter than me) that comment was implanted in me and I still carry it inside up to this day.

 

So if someone doesn't like my job then I feel like I'm compared to others the same way that when I was a little girl.

 

It didn't matter how much I did, for my mother to love me, helping her with her work since I was ten years old and do the job of an adult person. Being responsible for things that didn't belong to me at that age up to my 15 years of age) and beyond, but that one is another chapter. 

I leave there.

 Now, today my Spiritual Guides said to me that no matter how good I can be in my job and I give suggestions to someone, if the person doesn't want to hear it, no matter how good I was, they won't  because they don't want to acknowledge the situation. 

 

"It's not that I didn't do a good job"... they said: "You placed the mirror in-front of them, but they didn't like what they saw..."

 

Hence the " I did a bad job" is not true....I did my best...they didn't want to accept the guidance I was giving, not telling them : " You must do this or that" I can suggest only, not my choice, it's their  experience, not mine. 

 

Facing the mirror, see yourself on it, and make your own decisions  ...so was I totally off? 

No...Now I understand. 

I saw myself today...facing MY MIRROR... and I like what I saw. 

A woman with courage, compassion, love, understanding, and caring about others? That’s me...

I am not the little girl anymore...I opened the cocoon...and I have set myself free...

 Many Blessings...

 Aglaḯa 

 

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