Tower Moment ...After Tower Moment...

 

Hello:

A few months ago, my Spiritual Guides shared with me that I was under a "test" that consisted of having to be " focused" due to " training " on a plan they have. They said that I was being prepared to " help others" in moments when I was going to be needed, to be "concentrated" and " focused" as I was supposed to lead people. 

Where? I have no idea.

 

Now, being focused is not easy for me. I'm never focused; I'm always thinking—yes, the regular "human stuff."

I have been bombarded with unexpected experiences and I tell you, being focused is not being exercised properly by me, as simple as a summer breeze for others.

 

For me, it is one inconvenience after another, now...how in the world I can keep myself in " zen mode" when I have difficulties all the time and I need to fix other people's mistakes.. seriously? I give you examples ( the recent ones).

 

1) The car insurance 

 

The company paid my monthly payment with a bank account that wasn't mine. I don't have that bank, not on the records, non-existent. Could you tell me what I did? I called them and asked why my payment wasn't showing to " be paid" Oh is paid already! That's not my account or the number. (Hello?) yes, I returned the money,

 

This month, I went to the website, and it's still there. Nobody changed that mistake, and the account number is still not mine. Is that inefficient, or am I too picky?

I got upset, I am an honest person ( not a saint) I don't claim that title, but honest? Yes. So I wonder why some people don't care and like are like  "whatever"? So I went online and changed the account info myself.

Ok my guides want me to be "focused"

2) Medical Insurance

 

I activated the card for the year 2025 today. I went to the website on my phone and found that the actual doctor's name wasn't there but it was showing another doctor's name that I had in California in 2017.

Really? I don't live in California, and I don't have that doctor. How in the world am I going to see her if I don't live there?

Ok...on the phone again to " fix someone else's mistake." 

Oh no, it shows perfectly on our end ( I was told...well your end is not my end..get it? "  " So do you want to keep your doctor? or the one that shows there?"

Hello? How do you want me to visit " there" are you going to pay for the plane ticket for me?  Well, I think all this has a reason—it has to be. People are getting paid, and they don't care about the job? 

 

Is it me who gets all this, and others don't? 

Oh yeah...my guides want me to be " focused".. silly me....they are playing games with me to distract me? Others are not having this type of inconvenience, maybe I care too much, but really ???  I needed to vent this today.. trying to make sense of my experiences.

 

3) Costco

 

 I went to Costco for the first time in many years...well...I was excited ..but I forgot it was Saturday ( and before Christmas) so I was getting a few essentials ( food, etc) and pushing that cart among 100 people around..

I made it to the cashier...when I went to pay..." we don't accept that type of a card, must be Visa or Cash ) I said this is the only type of payment that I have to be able to pay. Thank you... So, I walked away... empty-handed...another slap?

FOCUS !!! Maybe the chicken was poisoned and my life was saved by a miracle...!! Whatever... 

To all of you, from my heart...to yours... Happy New Year 2025!

FOCUS !!! ...ok... ok,,, I am done!!!!

Aglaḯa

~In Tarot,a "Tower Moment" means: "All is falling apart in your life suddenly"

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