Feeling a little sentimental ...

 

 

 

 

I'm feeling a little sentimental.  Why? ....today is my birthday...my family is away...and I'm alone with my daughter's cat ...and I was remembering a little about my past.

To make the story short, I was analyzing my life and remembering when I wanted to buy a home and I did...but I lost both for different reasons.And the opportunity to buy another ? the money disappeared from the bank and never recovered.

So today I'm thinking about the times that I wanted to have one...and not so much about the property...the house with love...it didn't matter how beautiful supposed to be, what mattered to me was to find the warmth of feeling safe and loved inside. Something that I never had. 

Now is too late for me to have one, although I believe in miracles....so I go step by step... where the Universe and my Spirit Guides want me to be.? or to go? I don't know. I'm not in charge, I don't suppose not even imagine what's next. The word 'TRUST" is being repeated over and over by them...I have to " surrender"

 But acknowledging that today, I found the reason why... I was never granted the wish of having a home of my own. And you know what? I'm not sad anymore... 

I realize that the reason might be that my path still going on and on..to unknown roads..so why a house...I don't know where I am going to go next...maybe I can call in for a " nest"?   

 A safe place where It can be filled with unconditional love and feel protected somehow...? 

Another birthday and I am getting peace of mind understanding the reasons why I didn't have a " home" It's uplifting and gratifying. 

I am not in charge of my destiny. I just pack and go when needed without regrets, and no tears... Just go.... there's something much better for me somewhere...

I'm ready.

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Aglaḯa

  

 

  

 

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