Today is the famous "Pink Full Moon"...

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 Today is the famous Pink Full Moon...oh goodie, It was said by different sources that today, this "pink full moon" is going to shake our inner feelings down to the core of our souls. Small details are not needed.

I got up early ( my cat wakes me up early, say around 4:00 AM, but around 6 am, I went to pick up the mail downstairs and walked through the common area. I looked outside and I saw two ducks eating something left by someone on the grass. Now, why is this important? Yes, I got the biggest smile ever.

I said: two ducks? Here? There is no water close by, no lake or ocean or a fountain...two ducks?

When I came back to my apartment, I kept thinking and certainly out of the blue. I started crying like crazy ...deep feelings came out, and saying "I haven't seen a duck in sooo long !" and kept crying....longing to be " home" clarification of " home" for me is going back to the stars..there, is "my home". But now  I'm here, on Earth, and I am crying because I saw two ducks. 

Go figure... Now, you might ask why you reacted that way. I don't know...

I felt so disconnected from Mother Nature. I have been living in a desert area since 2017, and honesty is not my cup of tea..

I am a Pisces girl. Give me water, an ocean, a lake, a swimming pool, a bathtub, something with water.

Anyway, I declare that today is officially  "CRYING AND LETTING GO DAY" (No need to cry if you don't want to.)

Beware that the internal, hidden emotions may show up unexpectedly and out of the blue from the core of your being.

And  it's ok to let go of what no longer serves us; in a way, it's challenging. Work it out, you will be all right, at some point of the day or week, not sure myself, there's a lot inside of me that I need to release. Would I have enough tears? or do I need to go and find another pair of ducks?

I don't know. It's almost 7:00 am, and the " rock " in my chest is a little lighter, but I'm not ready to say I am a new person. 

Do I want to be a new person? I like the way I am, but to carry things that no longer serve me?... it's a no- go.

I have to make it.

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Aglaḯa

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