SINCE YESTERDAY... I HAVE BEEN...

 

"Silly picture taken yesterday with my new eyeglasses "

Since yesterday have been feeling a little bit like I am recovering myself, my inner strength and focus in my life.  Why is that...I don't know...I know the planetary alignment plays a big part in it.

But for some reason, I recovered a little bit of who I am yesterday, making a silly joke, and I felt alive! Feeling that, I was able to recover what was buried inside me, due to circumstances in my life. 

This post is not for anybody to feel uncomfortable. We all have our experiences, the good, the bad, the ugly, and the ugliest, as well as happiness.

Life is a combination of all the feelings that we can experience, some of which are not too easy to swallow.

For some reason, my life ( that's a good one for a movie) and I'm not kidding, has been presenting me with many different experiences that are some good and others not so good.

My desire to write this today is because the spark is here, this may resonate or not for many, but evaluating my present circumstances. I have to give myself a pat on the back, because today, I'm getting a little bit of my strength back, saying to myself: I need to come back, that's enough. Balancing my life these past months and today, allowing me to work on my feelings.

That being said, where's the woman who had illusions, hope, and a smile all the time?

Where was she hiding, being suppressed and oppressed for talking, thinking, dancing, singing, laughing, imagining, dreaming, and wanting to be herself?

The oppression was too much, and I am setting myself free to be able to show who I am, and help others to believe that no matter what, we can make it.  

The planets and the once-in-a-lifetime stars alignment are allowing me to see and be who I am, to let go of what no longer serves me, and not to blame myself for the actions of others. I am not going to give control to something that I was not responsible for and had no control over. That's it. No more.

 I won't carry the guilt for not being there. I was alone...with people blaming me for everything I didn't know. I trusted. I trusted the ones we " suppose to trust".

Things happen in life that you don't have control over or knowledge of, those do happen. 

According to my spirit guides, my experiences made me who I am, and due to that, I am or I will be able to help others. How? No idea. 

But yesterday..because I took a silly picture of myself..enjoying a moment of happiness...I remembered who I am, and believe me, I won't forget that anymore. I am back...I am pulling myself up, and I am going to make it.

It's time. 

💖Aglaḯa

 

PD: Pat yourself on the back as well...it's time for all of us.