Weird Dreams ...Weird Feelings...

 

I wasn't planning to write and was almost ready to go to bed. I started feeling that I needed to write.

I have been working on searching the stuff that I have when I used to do energy healing, crystals, burning incense, looking for old books, and reading a page here and there. I can't focus on just one thing.

My spirit is reminding me who I am (or was) still there inside me, to remember how I planned to have my studio do energy healing work. Now, after a few years, I didn't have the opportunity to fulfill my dream. I went through the boxes with my crystals, my shamanic tools, my heart, full of memories, and the wish in my soul to somehow go back and do what I used to do. But...there's. a big but....my spirit guides have a plan, and that's not the plan I have. Or maybe yes, and they want to surprise me.

I have to open my mind and soul because I know something big is coming. My voice. My breath and sound are my healing tools.

I can channel songs that are healing, but in who knows what language... only one person told me it was a song in Mayan and Sioux, and that I said 'Mother Earth' at a certain point. 

My " thing " is sound frequencies." I can start singing, who knows in what language, and I heal. Frequencies... all about healing frequencies. And I miss that. I miss the miracles that my voice can provide. I wonder if some day I will be able to do that in front of a lot of people.. Some psychics "saw me on a stage, with a microphone in my hand".

I am opening my heart and soul right here, right now, sharing this that I have been holding on to for years. My healing work is not a system, they are channeled miracles. 

After all, my mission at this moment is to take care of my health and keep connecting my soul with my tools (crystals and other things to play music (Tibetan bowls, Balinese Priests' bells, Peruvian Rattles, and my Voice). I miss that. I really do.

I wonder when things will be favorable for me to reconnect with spirit, being led to the right place, time, and people. 

Yeah..I'm kind of sentimental today. As I always say, "Chin Up," and let's keep going...

In regard to the " weird dreams," I think I have been " traveling" somewhere while I was sleeping, people I never met, things that I never did, places I have never been. 

And waking up thinking that was 5:00 PM, and I said, " No !! It's already 5 PM, another day lost!. Nope, it was 8:15 AM- Now I couldn't get rid of the feeling of the 5:00 PM for hours. Who knows? It was a very weird day. 

Many Blessings to all.

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Aglaḯa