FOR THE LOVE YOU GAVE ME...

 

 

For the love you gave me....I am so grateful to you. You were my companion for 11 years. Since I found you on the street and rescued you, we share the most important moments... yours and mine... little by little since someone abandoned you.... You built my confidence and trust.

I wasn't going to let you go; I was going to protect you until the end of life, mine or yours. We have had adventures... life took over... moving from one state to another... then to another... then coming back to another... You took all those trips with me in the car...  not knowing where we were going this time...It wasn't my choice, but we had to move a few times.

And you with me in the car on the freeway for hours without complaining ever.. You saw some happiness in me, you saw hope within me... You saw my tears when things went wrong... but we stood together in all.  

My baby...you got sick and even in those moments you came to my bed and requested ( mandatory) for me to move to the other side, you woke me up at night time many times asking for food...you walked over my head trying to steal my pillow....the time came when you started to feel not too good. I wasn't able to give you treatment...and you hated to go to the vet. That was the last straw. Last time I took you there, you practically collapsed on the floor with the stress.

So I intended to heal you with love. and treats (wink), and time went by, and you showed that the time was running short. I asked my Spirit Team to please take you in your sleep. It didn't happen, but I kept asking, " Please help him...

Your other mother, my daughter, decided to make an appointment, go to a clinic, and do what we didn't want to do.

But I claim and pray to my spirit guides again: please take him "before" we have to take him... please take him, guide him through, and take him to the most beautiful place in heaven.

The appointment for the " thing" was scheduled for the 7th of February,

On the 6th of February, I was going to the bedroom, and I saw you with your mouth open. You couldn't breathe...I approached you, and you ran, hiding in the closet....I understood.. You wanted to be alone. So I left and went back to the kitchen....I waited one hour....When I opened the door, you were resting forever close to the balcony door.

I lifted you, placed you on a beautiful cat bed, and stayed there with you, talking to you and caring for you.

Your other mother arrived the next day from California...and we went together to the vet. The difference is that we had to change the appointment. With all the love we left you there.

I have made an altar for you and Luna, your other companion who left a few years ago.

I miss your presence so much, especially at night. But now I understand that the Spirit Guides miraculously arranged your departure, and that you are no longer suffering. That comforts me.

I hope to reunite with you some day... and instead of stealing my pillow, you are welcome to steal my cloud...

Forever grateful to your soul and presence in my life.

I love you deeply and forever.

💖

Aglaḯa